You are Ugly when you're Angry
Last night I met up with the ex pro footballer for some gilati and conversation. Over our hot fudge sundae's we talked about music, work, school....he also has a gay brother I find out....pretty cool. Then he tells me that his older brother molested him as a kid.......AND THAT IS WHY HE IS GAY. My jaw dropped and obviously he didn't hear it hit the table. I said WHAT? He explained to me that his brother molested him..and he was straight up until that point. I asked him when he was molested.....he said 5 years old. So evidently up until 5 he was dating all kinds of hot chicks and was on his way to a family with Mrs. Doesn't Have A Clue.
I met him at 8 because I told him that I was meeting my brothers and friends at 9:30 and I COULD NOT DITCH THEM. So that translated into "I'll follow you there." So there we are at JRs, my older brother, his boyfriend, Jose, me, and 2 feet behind us my date. I wanted to be there with them and not have to 'entertain' him ya know? I wanted to be single and flirt and not worry about looking at guys with him standing there. SO I turn to him on my first attack of the night........."Hey, not to be rude or anything but you gotta go. I'm here with my brothers and I told them I wasn't going to ditch them." He get this look of amazement on his face like he can't believe I just told him to leave a public gay bar. It may have come out alot more rude than I had aimed and I aplogized and explained to him that my intent wasn't to have a date tag along....long story short...I'l never hear from him again.
After many a slander from Jose's now ex boyfriend I was in no mood for him to be hanging around me when I was out. Not to mention that I found out that he was out being a typical fag and spreading roumors about me...innocent me...and just being a general dick. Well miss muther fucker decides to get up the BALLS to walk over to me last night......and stand a foot away from me and the gang, including Jose who is a spineless wimp evidently when it comes to breaking up. I'm no fan of gay drama and I was not going to have this continue a minute longer and ruin my fine evening. I turn to the ex and say "Listen, I talked to Joe Blow last night and he told me the shit you were saying about me and I've had it with your fag drama bullshit so stay the fuck away from me and my friends because I'm not going to have it!" I was amazed by my bluntness and so were my friends because they high tailed it to the next section leaving his queeniness in the dust. He tried several times that night to make contact with Jose, the spineless wimp, and knew that eye contact with mad, gorilla like me would only end in broken bones and missing teeth. On a good note I was told that I was HOT when I had that look on my face like I wanted to beat some ass.
The rest of the night was spent mopping up after crazy, WAY TOO FUCKING DRUNK Jose and getting hit on by strangers. I ran into this lil hispanic dude that I have been going back and forth with on Manhunt and he's hella cute. Great smile, little body and cute. We chat, exchange numbers and plan on hooking up later on that evening if all goes well. Jose is at the bar getting free drinks from the bartender...........my brother's leave..............and it's 1AM. I'm ready to high tail it to my tricks place when I see Jose walking like he's never walked a step in his life across the bar. Holy fuck he's too drunk to drive. After an hour and a half at Taco Cabana he's still hammered dog shit and we have to find a place to crash because he drove and I drove.
Pharmacist, from previous entries, was up the road so I called him up and him being the wonderful person he is, let us crash there. Jose on the couch and me in his bed..not a bad deal. After about an hour of talking and him grinding his ass back on my cock we go at it.....or tried to. I couldn't keep hard for my life after I slapped on the rubber. He had some thin condom that I'm sure felt great if I fit in them...................but I need some that are a little more roomy. That's my story and I"m sticking to it. Rubbing up on him with no condom I was hard......15 seconds post condom application I was a noodle. I feld like Bob Dole. How humiliating. Oh well I'm sure it won't be the last time. But at 26?? What the fuck? Was it the beer? Me jacking off earlier that day a few times..haha..hey it's spring break......who knows.