HookUps in the Past
Like 3 or 4 years ago when I lived by myself in Arlington I was sitting at home one night....looking for fun online when this guy messaged me that was kinda hot. He tells me he has a boyfriend and that they're interested. We exchange some more pics and everything looks OK to me. I talk to them on the phone first because voice is an important part of attraction to me. If you sound like a big ol girl I'm not getting hard. The one I spoke with sounded OK, nothing too masculine but not too girly either I guess.
The guys come over and what the heck was I thinking. In my head I was thinking something went wrong. Did I look at the wrong pics while I was chatting with them? One was like 6'3" and the other was my height. The tall one was G I R L Y. The one my height was from like some eastern European country....normally that'd be hot..but he was from one of those that doesn't teach hygiene or have dentists I guess. I never promise sex over the net. I say "Let's see what happens." So we chat and I tell them it's time for them to go. They ask for explainations and I tell them that I'm just not clickin with them. They are totally offended, like I just told them they're dressed funny or something. I explain that I never promised sex and that I just wasn't attracted. They both sat next to me and started touching me. I felt like I was in a bad porn. I stood up and opened the door and they stormed out....ok one pranced out and one stormed. I thought I was going to have to physically remove them. Craziness.
I don't think that was mean. Just last week I went to a guy's place that I have hooked up with hin the past and he said he had just gotten home from drinking and was up for some fun. I get to his place and it takes like 3 knocks to get him to the door. We sit on his couch and 2 seconds later he's telling me he's not up for it that night. I just hopped up and said goodnight..I didn't freak or anything. I'm not emotionally scarred. Rejection is tough but it's a skill I guess. I've had guys at bars tell me that i'm ugly to my face and I just smiled and walked off. Is that strength or insanity? Lol. My brother's boyfriend thinks that I'm mean because I've told guys that I'm not interested before to thier face. I'd rather someone tell me right up front than beat around the bush with it.
I had no idea what to write about today. It shows.
I bought the sound track to Wicked. I think I've worn it out already. It comes to Dallas in October and I'm gonna have to see it.
Started drinking protein shakes after my work out to help give me a boost. I'm at a point where I need a boost to get me building again. After one week of those shakes and my chest work out today was GREAT! I think I can go up next week....and I haven't gone up on chest in like 3 months thanks to slow growth and a shoulder injury.
I think I'm going to try me some spray on tan but I"m hairy and bald. What if it doesn't spray on so evenly and I look like a chocolate cheesecake?
Like 3 or 4 years ago when I lived by myself in Arlington I was sitting at home one night....looking for fun online when this guy messaged me that was kinda hot. He tells me he has a boyfriend and that they're interested. We exchange some more pics and everything looks OK to me. I talk to them on the phone first because voice is an important part of attraction to me. If you sound like a big ol girl I'm not getting hard. The one I spoke with sounded OK, nothing too masculine but not too girly either I guess.
The guys come over and what the heck was I thinking. In my head I was thinking something went wrong. Did I look at the wrong pics while I was chatting with them? One was like 6'3" and the other was my height. The tall one was G I R L Y. The one my height was from like some eastern European country....normally that'd be hot..but he was from one of those that doesn't teach hygiene or have dentists I guess. I never promise sex over the net. I say "Let's see what happens." So we chat and I tell them it's time for them to go. They ask for explainations and I tell them that I'm just not clickin with them. They are totally offended, like I just told them they're dressed funny or something. I explain that I never promised sex and that I just wasn't attracted. They both sat next to me and started touching me. I felt like I was in a bad porn. I stood up and opened the door and they stormed out....ok one pranced out and one stormed. I thought I was going to have to physically remove them. Craziness.
I don't think that was mean. Just last week I went to a guy's place that I have hooked up with hin the past and he said he had just gotten home from drinking and was up for some fun. I get to his place and it takes like 3 knocks to get him to the door. We sit on his couch and 2 seconds later he's telling me he's not up for it that night. I just hopped up and said goodnight..I didn't freak or anything. I'm not emotionally scarred. Rejection is tough but it's a skill I guess. I've had guys at bars tell me that i'm ugly to my face and I just smiled and walked off. Is that strength or insanity? Lol. My brother's boyfriend thinks that I'm mean because I've told guys that I'm not interested before to thier face. I'd rather someone tell me right up front than beat around the bush with it.
I had no idea what to write about today. It shows.
I bought the sound track to Wicked. I think I've worn it out already. It comes to Dallas in October and I'm gonna have to see it.
Started drinking protein shakes after my work out to help give me a boost. I'm at a point where I need a boost to get me building again. After one week of those shakes and my chest work out today was GREAT! I think I can go up next week....and I haven't gone up on chest in like 3 months thanks to slow growth and a shoulder injury.
I think I'm going to try me some spray on tan but I"m hairy and bald. What if it doesn't spray on so evenly and I look like a chocolate cheesecake?
5 Comments:
Hi
I think the spray on tan is alright but you just have to try a good brand. Try to choose one that is a gel form, which I think will work better than a cream base. It will not streak that much. Im very fair too so recently i tried one,its works but u have to put on several coat to get the color right.
Have fun!
I like chocolate cheesecake, tasty!
chocolate cheesecake is gross, but your post today was hot! i feel you 100% its great that you have learned that just because someone is not interested in you doesn't mean that you aren't a hot fuck. It just means that you dont do it for THEM.
that's a great lesson to know. ive had similar situations occur with me (on both sides). and i never understood why a guy asks, why arent you interested--as though they are going to change something. No baby, its time for you to leave.
Great post country boy.
Bernard Bradshaw
Sex and the Second City.com
Great post, man..I have to agree with Bernard and say that it's true that every guy that we meet online we just may not be interested in them. Or they're not interested in us. I'm like you, I'd rather tell a guy directly that "something seems a bit off" or "they're not quite what I was looking for". I've even went so far as to insult myself and say, "I know I'm not what you're looking for so why don't I just leave." The only problem is, that str8forwardness backfires when guy wear their emotions on their sleeve. It's never a direct assault on anyone--simply you're just not into them. I wish more men were in fact as direct and then we wouldn't have 'Mercy fucks' or 'sympathy blowjobs' because we all know those are always the worst!
You might want to look into getting your tickets now for Wicked. They're 65-76 a piece and nothing is available in orchestra. Only first balcony for each night I tried. I got mine last week.
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